I have for at least six years written and accumulated material written by others in order to educate myself and hopefully others about the “reality” we live in. It seems that around about this time of the year the energy I want to spend doing this is the lowest and always has been.
I read as much as I always do but feel despondent about adding any of it to my blog. Another false flag, another psyop, another evil act in the name of God, Allah or another divine being which needs to be defended against some insult or other? Fracking, Polluting, destroying whatever is left of our environment? Religious leaders stepping down to avoid prosecution, Bankers stealing trillions, politicians lying about why they attack countries, terrorize their populations? It seems not a lot of people really care.
In fact in the years I have been doing this it seems that while most people continue to stumble through life in a paradigm that hasn’t been mine for a long time the level of dysfunction and evil is increasing on a logarithmic scale and I can only watch from the sideline as history unfolds.
It is as they say: Those who do not study history are doomed to repeat it but I would like to add that those who do are doomed to stand on the sideline and are powerless to prevent it from repeating. I don’t know what is worse.
For now I have to go and create beauty and tranquility in my own world and perhaps in doing this I will do my tiny bit to steer the communal nightmare we live in towards a more peaceful and more beautiful one. In the mean time ponder this:
The concept of Wetiko or Malignant Egophrenia or how we are all infected with a mental virus that destroys our spirituality, soul and Psyche. A virus which is contagious and which has those affected worst by it act in the most extraordinarily (self) destructive ways.
And don’t worry, I’ll be back ( I always do) but in what form I don’t know!