I know. I have two horses and haven’t ridden in more than 20 years on a regular basis and every time I saddle up I have to conquer the fear. I love my horses and am fearless when I play with them and take care of them but when I clime on one of them I realise how strong and unpredictable they really are and much as I love them I am not a fool. Fear is what keeps me safe!
I also know great fear when I post on my blog. I know the evil in this world because I experienced it first hand and most people here in NZ have no idea what real evil is. So I dare say that I know what courage is and also that I may break and run. I’m human and so are you.